It seems like all the things that have been coming my way have been good, except for the fact that those leasing the house that I'm at are suddenly just up and leaving, and didn't bother to tell anybody about doing so. But I will find something new. Something much better than that which i have, and I will make a better life for myself. I don't want to live like this, and absolutely refuse to do so. I will overcome this crap. Angel and Emmy have made it so I don't have to strive quite so hard to find it in myself to raise my eyes and look beyond the place that I stand.

We will let there be a never ending light.

Find it in you, raise your eyes
Look beyond the place you stand
towards the furthest reaches
and to the smallest of things
the sound you're hearing
is the symphony of what we are
revelation will not come
with heart and mind closed and divided

No need of sun to light the way
across the ages we have reigned as we endured
through the storm fronts we will ever surely pass
to stand as never ending light

throw away the mantle
awake from your uncertain hesitation
no way to describe or equate the feeling
no end to what is at your command
a million thoughts run through you
concentric circles ever greater
but you have always known
that this is not all there is
to your questions there'll be answers

Let there be, let there always be
A Never Ending Light